Days Like Yesterday By: Nicole Renae I wake up, not wanting to move. I get up, pushing through. One thing, and then another. Seems like I’m on a hill, everything crashing down. My heart aches my heads fuzzy. I’m pissed off at the world. You, I’ll take you […]
The Real Flavors of Life. A Poem by Kristine Colley. (Continue Reading)
I know that a few posts ago before the new year even hit, I had mentioned that I was not planning out any new year’s resolutions and that I was going to go into 2019 without any expectations. I had originally said that the only thing I wanted in 2019 was to be happy since 2018 really broke me down and drug me through the mud. (Continue Reading…)
Depression Unwinds A Poem | Samantha Steiner Trying to stay positive But at times it gets tough Life just keeps giving me One blow after another How much am I honestly to take I just can’t catch a break I need to work on stopping these intrusive thoughts […]
*Trigger Warning* | These feelings bubble to the surface again | And I can’t help but to feel | Like my razor is my only friend…
I don’t feel like functioning today | So I’ll ignore all my calls | Until they fade away to my voicemail | Which I’ll never even bother to check anyway…
Her depression is swallowing her whole
But what if I give my life to go under the knife?
Photo by Kinga Cichewicz on Unsplash When Insomnia Says Hi A Poem | Samantha Steiner Insomnia tries to say hi As I am screaming goodbye But she keeps popping into my head Reminding me of everything I’ve ever said Every stutter and stammer As I mixed up my words She tries […]
But my blanket is too wrinkled
And something dark is beneath my bed,
I’m supposed to be getting dressed now
At least that’s what mommy said.
I never thought I could last this long
Without alcohol fueling me from inside
But today I am 11 months sober
And I’m feeling so much more alive
Photo by Nathaniel Flowers on Unsplash Forgetting The Present A Poem | Samantha Steiner Remembering the past But forgetting the present I would love to reflect and reminisce on today But today seems so far away Yesterday’s memories have already begun to fade But I can tell you what I did […]
I am stronger than this
Time can be kind and gentle
But it can also be cruel and deceiving
It’s National Poetry Day! One more poem before the day ends!
Today Is National Poetry Day!
The Mask: A Reblogged Poem From the site – https://beneaththesurfacepoetry.wordpress.com/
My Family I keep going back in my mind And trying to undo time Somethings you just can’t forget The people who are supposed to love you unconditionally Don’t want you And now there’s only a few people left I’m surprised someone could love someone As damaged as […]
Love You, Hate Me By: Samantha Steiner 9/19/16 @ 3:24am You make me laugh You make me cry You fill my heart With so much joy Then you tear it apart And you just sit there Watching me bleed out Until there’s nothing left I love you […]
Joy through the bottle, did never I find. I was locked in a prison within my own mind, Darkness and fear encircled my head, better I thought that I should be dead. But a light came upon me, as I kneeled down to pray. Now happy and sober, […]