It’s been a while since my last post and there was a crazy and unexpected turn of events. When I wrote my last post, I would never have imagined I … Continue Reading Pregnancy and Birth During the Pandemic
So as you may know if you read my last article, I’m having a baby! This will be baby number 5. Since my last article, I found out it’s another … Continue Reading The Countdown
So it’s been a long time since I’ve posted once again, but hey that’s what I’m known for. Time really seems to fly by for me. Always working, taking care … Continue Reading New Addition to the Family
Once again I have fallen behind on posting, but Samantha always gives me friendly reminders. I was so tired, but after my shower I didn’t feel tired anymore so I … Continue Reading Feeling Amazing
It’s been a while since my last post, a long while. As some of you may know, my kids father passed away and then I got a promotion to supervisor. … Continue Reading I’m Back
It’s been a long day today. This week has been extremely hectic. It’s always one thing after another with no room for a break. I’m hoping next week gets better … Continue Reading You Don’t Always Get What You Pay For
Have you ever had a reoccurring dream? Reoccurring dreams are dreams that are about the same exact thing or very similar dreams. These dreams can be delightful or they can … Continue Reading Reoccurring Dreams
They say you can be anything you want to be as long as you put your mind to it. I do believe that to a certain extent. Many people want … Continue Reading Feeling Fantastic
Just about everyday is a hectic day for me. I have four children, which keeps me on my toes constantly. I have been working in a group home for a … Continue Reading New Promotion
Dealing with a loss is one of the hardest things to face, especially when it’s someone your close to. Death can be unexpected, but even when it’s not, it’s still … Continue Reading Dealing With A Loss Of A Loved One
Becoming a writer has forced me to explore feelings and emotions that I have locked away many years ago. I didn’t have an easy childhood. I had so many bad … Continue Reading Where Do I Go From Here
Is this ever going to get an easier for me? Will I ever stop longing for, and missing the people that hate me the most right now?
I can’t believe everything that I have been through this year. It’s so surreal. Trying to think back to everything that’s happened feels hazy. Like I cannot even trust my own perception of time.
I keep bouncing in between feeling hurt and sad to feeling extremely angry regarding the current predicament that I find myself in.
I have always been the bad one. The irresponsible one. The black sheep of the family. The one who’s always wrong. There is absolutely no point in me trying to defend myself or to speak my words. This is past words. This is dysfunctional and irreversibly broken right now.
An overdose can happen to anyone, at any age. Not only does an overdose affect the life of the person who chose to put the drugs into their system, but … Continue Reading Overdose: It Can Happen To Anyone, At Any Age
I had a boringly eventful day. One might ask how something is boringly eventful. Well, what I mean by that is that I have had a pretty boring day (I … Continue Reading Fight Or Flight Complex: I Almost Always Take Flight
I am slowly starting to get my life back. One day at a time, one piece at a time, and one moment at a time.
Completely Heartbroken 💔 I’m drowning again, only this time I have a legitimate reason for being pulled under the water this time around. Sometime this morning when Mike, my … Continue Reading Completely Heartbroken
I just seem to be feeling overly anxious at the moment, and I only just woke up less than an hour ago. I cannot get my mind to just stop running … Continue Reading Early Morning Anxiety