It has been so long since I have written anything, I had started a few times but not even halfway through whatever I was writing about I would have a huge blowout (ANGER) and like always, after doing so I would go into my bedroom and retreat into one of the darkest, most dangerous places I could go (inside my own head).
Anger
What Goes Up, Must Come Down
What goes up, must come down can easily define Bipolar Disorder. Meaning, after every high — or manic episode — a low is sure to follow.
Days Like Yesterday by Nicole Renae
Days Like Yesterday By: Nicole Renae I wake up, not wanting to move. I get up, pushing through. One thing, and then another. Seems like I’m on a hill, everything crashing down. My heart aches my heads fuzzy. I’m pissed… Read More ›
*Trigger Warning* A Poem | Self-Harm
*Trigger Warning* | These feelings bubble to the surface again | And I can’t help but to feel | Like my razor is my only friend…
Vent: Feeling A Little Down This Morning
Venting Session
When Depression Comes Back…
I don’t know how to fight back right now.
Filled With So Much Frustration
Ever since Monday night…
Feeling Emotional Pain
Feelings of hurt or anger can be some of the most difficult to face.
Bittersweet Tragedy
This is a bittersweet tragedy. I gained back what I wanted, which was my life back, but I ended up losing something in the process. One step forward, two steps back.
I Can’t Deal With This Mess
I keep bouncing in between feeling hurt and sad to feeling extremely angry regarding the current predicament that I find myself in.
Can I Start Over?
Can I just start over? Make a fresh start, and forget everything that has happened to me since August.