Uneasy
Uneasy
Today is just not a good day for me. There is no reason for this either. I had a good night last night. My best friend and her daughter slept over and we had a girls night. But then I couldn’t sleep. It was like 3 AM. My thoughts started racing and it’s like every decision I’ve made, or have to make about the future became so distorted and I started to feel gloomy. This is completely out of nowhere. It hit me like a freight train. All of a sudden it became… what future?
I woke up at 6:30 AM and just didn’t feel right. I don’t feel like myself today. It’s like something has invaded my life and taken over the controls for the day. I even napped today hoping I would wake back up in a better mood, but it was of no use. I just feel like I am here. Just here. I don’t know how to explain it really. I’m trying so hard to put into words how I am feeling but I can’t fully do it. I feel like if I can just get out what I am feeling then it will just go away.
The day just slipped by me and I don’t even know what I actually did. It’s almost 11 at night. I feel so uneasy and on edge. Maybe even a bit paranoid, but I don’t know what I am paranoid about. Maybe I just need to take my meds and call it a night.
Thanks For Reading,
…Until Next Time…
Samantha ♥
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Samantha is the author of "My Bipolar Mind: You're not alone," she is also a freelance writer, blogger, and mental health advocate who runs and manages her own mental health blog MyBipolarMind.com.
It’s so strange how bad days can just jump up out of nowhere sometimes.
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Yeah, it’s like they just creep up on your when everything seemed so fine. It’s definitely strange!
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I hope you’re okay. We had so much fun with you last night and this morning. ❤️
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Thanks, Jaz. I had fun too. Love ya! I’ll be alright, I’m always alright.
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Hope tomorrow is better for you 💜
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Thank you so much. That means a lot to me.💙
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